what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

is it like that is it really?

man im fucked off with the world and everything in it.im twenty five and really not happy with the way things are going.life is a complete mess and i cant understand why.i never go to work drunk but the cunts that do get better positions and always seem to get somewhere, me on the other hand stays in the same place for eternity haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa its a fucking nightmare.i earn just enough money to pay the rent buy the food and just about enough to pay school fees so if i did have the money i would also drink to get the promotion but i cant so i suppose i will stay like this for ever.but hey whos complaining i had some good food tonight and the whole family was there.most families do the whole i love u bullshit but when im there my brain seems to fry because i dont know which fuckers talking shit about me?i sometimes feel like i should just pack my fucking bags and leave but whats that gonna help because sooner or later i will probably have to face reality and the truth that life is not easy for arseholes like me.the guys that have moms and dads that leave them a shit load of money always seem happy with their owned joy when they havent done shit for it so i think to myself that im happier that i have nothing and that ive owned nothing from nobody and that i will probs have nothing for the rest of my life and "enjoy" going to work to say yes cunt(boss) no fucknut(boss) for the rest of my life.the fucking cuntsssss!!!!!!!!!! im just saying why the fuck bother.and if u were thinking i might kill myself dont worry i would rather kill all the fuckers that make me miserable.then i would live in heaven if only on earth and the day i die probs have to suffer in hell for my cruel thinking.if u agree to this then go fuck yourself because youre probs one of those cunts who got rich of mommy and daddy and if not then ure to happy and probs already in hell for all that happiness.because u look into the mirror and find this vain fucking image staring back at u and u dont know how to approach it,so u look,smile and tell ureself to be positive.

so fuck that and u and ure positivity and that image u see in a mirror thats already broken



aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

i feel better